Why I want to be thin
Why I want to be thin is such a loaded question? The television (I don't buy magazines, or I would include this in my rant as well) is telling me, that only think people are successful, wealthy and happy. Only think people have beautiful lives. Fat people are thick, lazy and can't do anything for themselves. I know I have free will and can speak for myself, but sometimes, just sometimes I would like someone to say 'You know what, you're doing well. Weight is not an issue in your life, and you can do anything you want to'. So why I want to be thin should be obvious. I want to look better, I want to people to think I am successful and have a fantastic life.
Well, that isn't really the case. Yes, I want to feel better and be healthier. In truth, I want to be able to walk into any shop, pick up a size 14 dress or pair of trousers and they fit
perfectly. I want to attend family gatherings and not be the biggest person in the room. I don't want people looking at a plate of food I have in my hand and give me 'that look'. You know the one, ‘that woman shouldn't be eating that food’ and ‘look how fat woman is’.
Also, I recently had a photo taken of me and all I could see was a big chest. Yes, when a woman is fat, the weight doesn't only go on her tummy and legs, it also sits on her chest.